Laiza ~desu’s Blog

Few weeks ago i add someone in my FB account. I saw her in Miyavi group and she post something there, what she post caught my attention because it has sense. lol Not like others post like oh miyavi i really like u blah blah.. XD Her’s is interesting!

She accept my add and send me a message. Her first message already shows who she is, she’s so transparent and a very interesting person. As we continue to share bits of our life with each other the more we see  our similarities and differences. We have lot’s of things in common like Miyavi. lol. We talk about anything. It’s like a freedom message , we can talk about things that we can never express or say loudly. She’s a lot younger than i am but i’m learning a lot from her! She’s full of life and energy. And she’s the type of person that don’t care what others will say. She’s been through a lot and learn to be strong. I so respect her & i’m so proud of her! We’ve known each other for few days only, but we’re close friends already! She’s the first person in the internet that i can totally trust.

For the first time. I found someone who can really understand my feelings. We even share the same emotions and burden in life. What a coincidence right? haha. I never thought that a stranger is the one that can make me feel better right now. Minoru-chan! Arigatou! Honto honto arigatou gozaimasu! Ganbarre! We can! I know you can!

Yesterday it’s the 2nd day of Toycon (June 14).

Few weeks ago i was so excited and prepare for it and save some money!! but on the day before the event my friends back out in accompanying me.. and there’s this outbreak of virus in the mall where the event will be held. (Sm Megamall), so other’s back out  to. So the night before the event I was thinking if i could still make it tommorrow cause I’m a person who easily get lost(no sense of direction), and I’m commuting alone. But i really wanted to attend not really because of the event but because of the meet up i set for my comiyavi’s! So i decided that no matter what i must attend, because it’s my obligation for those other’s that will go and also because i really want to meet them also.

On the day. I wake up early cause i need to charge my camera battery. So when i woke up i instantly charge it. After that i open my computer and check out if people is online and see who will attend to. Genie is online and confirmed she’s going. And the rest none. I’m trying to contact others but they’re not responding so i feel depressed early in the morning. I had this plan for the meet up, so i prepare the things i needed for my plan. Probably around 10pm i take a bath and fixed myself.  Around 12pm im ready to go, but there’s something wrong about my cam the battery didn’t charge(there’s something wrong with the battery)!! damn! So i’m panicking cause i need it for documenting my meet up. So i immediately ask my mom to borrow my aunts cam.  Good thing that it still got battery, though it’s half charged. After the dilemma. I aleady go i forgot to tell im not commuting because my parent’s let me use the our car (w/ driver). While on the way chi my friend who back out texted and change her mind and will accompany me. So Im a bit cheered already that things seems to go on my way. While on the road..i constantly texting my comiyavi’s..only two respond genie & eri. So i’m depressed again..what da heck happen to others.

At the event. So yey!!! Im super excited to meet comiyavi’s!!! When we arrived at the mall first yhing we do is retouch. lol. But i notice that it seems that only cosplayer come..because usually at powder room you will see cosplayers! After that i keep communicating with genie & eri. While we’re not meeting up yet me and chi roam arround. And we saw kiro with his group cosplayer..we didn’t expect him i thought he’s not coming. oh well..im happy to see him! Then few minutes we also saw James he’s also in Kir’s group and friend of us. Well we can’t join with them cause they’re busy with their group and im looking for my comiyavi’s.

Comiyavi’s. So after sometime finally we saw each other! i first saw genie with her cousin then Eri in a sweet lolita costume. We talk and plan for things that we’ll do. We find place where we could sit in floor. We found one then after a while the janitor drove us away saying we’re not allowed their so we decided to go to the stair! We lost genie and my cp  is fooling around the keypad is getting stuck and my cp hangs up. Damn! So it was me and eri and chi only. Me and eri make a mini banner in papers. It was 3 paper: one says Miyavi Fan, second one says Happy Father’s Day Miyavi and last one is Otousan Please Adopt me. We make peple and cosplayer post with that papers. lol. It was fun! I enjoy it.. though it is still dissapointing til now how the meet up turned. But i enjoy Genie and Eri’s company. I super love Eri Tan now! She’s cool and nice. We talk about crazy ideas. lol. So that’s it.

Amf… kninang hapon nagmall kme ni Chi. (Thanks nga pla sa pagvisit and pag-aya sa’kin n mag-mall chi, i enjoi it!)

Well I’m an avid Fan of Bob Ong since H.S ako. I’ve read all his book except his latest right now. After McArthur i’ve been waiting na on his next book. Nung nalaman ku na may new book na sya in title “Kapitan Sino”, I patiently wait sa update ng release nya. Well few weeks na din since narelease, e nung time na bibili dapat ako hindi natuloy ung lakad ko. And knina nung bibili dapat ako sa National i thought wala p dito Bulacan kase sa display lahat ng book nya andun except the latest, iniisip ko impossibleng sold out na kase lahat ng book nya andun pa wla png nsosold out sa Natn’l sa’men na book nya(puo mlapit pa lang msold out). Grr….Un pala sold out na agad and still unknown kung kelan mgkakaroon ulit! I really want to read it lalo pa na madameng good feedback!

I hope meron pa sa SM Megamall! Dahil aatend ako ng Toycon dun dis coming weekend. Kapitan Sino…mgkikita din tau!!!!!

I want to blog it few weeks ago but I’m just to lazy.

Well, it’s not me whom been married or whatsoever.

It’s the two of my ultimate Japanese Idol!! One is a singer (vkei artist) and the other one is an actor. This year they both have been married!! T___T

Before I’ve heard the news it’s been months since I’ve been active in my net life. And the time that I log in and check the update in our Miyavi Fans Group, i hear this news that Miyavi is married and soon to be a dad. (whatdaheck! is it true!!?) I was really shock as if my heart stop beating! And tears falls on it’s own. Because it was very much unexpected! I thought at first that maybe it was just a joke., but when i search it more and see Miyavi’s Blog there’s no doubt he really is married. I search about Melody, his wife, what i notice first is that Meevie is prettier. lol. I realized after sometime that Meevie is a human to! He have a freedom to choose, and i will always believe in Him if that’s what he choose in life! I’ll keep supporting him because I love him for Him and his music! And now I’m very much excited for baby meevie to be born!!

The second person I’m talking about is Ryuhei Matsuda, sigh! After recovering for Meevie news,. Another marriage news shock me..and unexpected. I feel sad but not as bad as my reaction at Miyavi’s marriage, i think I’m getting used to it already! I’m kinda immune! hahaha. He’s been married to a model, I’m not much familiar with Jap models. But in Ryuhei & Lina Ohta i saw some pictures of them together and they look happy together, so what more can i ask! I’m Happy for them! Well on miyavi and melody’s case there’s no picture of them, but i’ll just assume that they’re happy too If they’re all Happy Im sooo Happy tooo!

Sad News at first, but Im getting used to it! And I’m very much Happy if they are Happy! Love Love Love Meevie & Ryuheiiiii!!!

Spoiler alert on Nana Manga Chptr 78-79

“I Just finished reading it, heart still broken”

Nana-one of the most attached story/anime/manga to me. Chapter 28 is oredi posted nung Sept 30 p s One Manga but my hart doesnt want to read it! yet.. I know it’ll be a hartbreak for me! Knowing that, i still hope for one thing that please!! Dont let him DIE!

Before reading Chapter 78 i oredi hear hints & speculation in some forums! Of a possibility of Him dying. But i still dont believe it, denial stage. Reading Chapter 78 on the last pages, my hopes of him not dying have been as low as 40%. There’s a car accident. *cries. When the next chapter has come, Damn! I just can’t read it!! I’ll cry for sure, such a crying baby! Oh yeah..i do cries on some shows! And so!

Finaly! I’ve got no choice! Its been a while..it’s about time that i’ll read it!

First pages, I already felt sad..hartbroken! Pain is comin deeper & deeper when i turn the pages. Until I already encountered the word REN IS DEAD! Tears are falling continously! Damn! i Hate it! I knew it but still it hurts! It can’t be! Noooooooo!!!! T^T No more hopes for him being alive! T^T Such pain! It’s just a story, but i’m so affected! *cries Please bring back Rens life!! I want him and Nana again together!! They deserve to be a Happy couple too. *sob *sob My hopes are gone! Im so hartbroken! I love REN & Nana! Damn.. *crying

I duno wat to say oredi..it hurts!

Honjo Ren, bass guitarist of Blackstones & guitar of Trapnest. Beloved someone of Nana.. one of my favorite character!

Farewell to you also to Sid’s memory! T^T

Eventhough Sid Vicious (whose ren’s character been based to) dies i did hoped that Ren or Nana won’t!

On SM megamall

It was already 6pm ata when we arrived there kse nga ngsleepover p kme kla Jane taz umuwi pa ko bulacan. Ung plano nmeng nana cosplay di ntuloi. Umakyat mna kame s vnue tnignan qng may cosplayer pa then baba kame hanap ng CR kse mgppalit aku ng outfit (nkpants ako tas ng-skirt). Pampam e! Pgbaba nmen ng escalator ala kameng kmalay mlay n ksunod kme nla Kiro at James, ala c John. Ndi cla ngcosplay. Tas aun sumama cla s may CR tas ksma nmen cla uyet mghapon. ^___^

Event.

Few people na lang ung ng-gather dun s 5th flr. S may lbas ng Mega trade hall. Peo aus lang kse may mga naabutan pdn kme ska, di na kme nhirpan mkipagsiksikan. XD Ndi pla ung buong Trade Hall2 ung skop nung Xmas Toycon ung 1/3rd nga lng ata nun e. Ndi n kame ngdecide pang pumasok too late ndn kse. Ala ng catwalk pang mkkita at wla dn nman kmeng bbilhin. Kea sinulit nlng nmeng ung chance n mkpg-pix with cosplayers there s lbas! Ung iba halos pauwi na kea hrap ndn i-aproach. Paikot ikot nghhnap ng mppiktyuran nghhnap ng mga character n fmiliar. Tas ngttake ng mga random pix namen! Kahit na konti lang naabutan namen No regret p din n ngpunta ko dun! I still have fun!

Friends.

Weee~ so glad to meet new friends there. Mdame dame din akong nkilala n mga cosplayer n friend q s friendster and multiply ung iba di ko naaproach. Peo meon din naman akong naaproach. C hyde n un, aka Badong! XD He’s nice! wlang hussle pkismhan..short & smple chat lng kme. Tas ngpapiktyur with him. C kua chard gs2 q snang iapproach kea lng nklmutan q name nya kea d q mtwag. XD Then ung Genshiken of Velasco Group! Puo guy members lang ung naabutan q di ko nameet ung other co-member ko. They’re so approachable and nice people they even gave me a group ID nklagay Nachan. XD Balak p nga nila kme ilibre ng Pizza kea lng di pa kame mxadong nkkaikot dat tym.

With Joseph & James.

Gyaaa~ so hapi to have them acompany us! Sobrang prang mtgal n namen clang kkila2 and gaan n ng loob namen ni Chi s knila! Ang saya nla ksama! And kita naman na ng-enjoi dn cla with us which is good! Asar nga lng gwan dw b q ng issue with gabs! amp! nman! D kame talo. XDD kahit qng anu ano n ginagwa namen s knila at qng anu ano pingssabi nmen ok lng s knila! Khit may mga times n may silent moment kme nung ngtmbay kme s hgdan aus lng kse ndi kme nkramdam ng boredom with them! Thankful ako n may mga taong like nla n nameet ko! I love them na! Until s pguwi sbay nmen cla sa bus! XDD prang field trip ang ingay nmen at an kuyet! Tas share share kme s snacks! bsta ang saya! Sulit na sulit ung day ko!

After ng UST Paskuhan 08, noong Dec.19 til Dec 20

Inaaya ako nila Ange n sumama sa kanila mgsleep over kase sila kla Jane (our friend). Pati si Chi (friend ko na ksama ko nung paskuhan) dinamay na din. Late na natapos ung event more or less 11 pm na. Can’t remember na. XD So i texted my parents at ngpaalam aq if they’ll allow me. Angchance n pumayag sila is 20% (knowing na ala na ako msasakyan pauwi, strict sla s pgsleepover e). I was texting over & over, hnggang s pg-alis ng UST at pgkain s McDo hanggang mkskay n ng bus ppunta kla jane hanggang s mkrating n kla Jane, Im still waiting qng ppygan nla aq peo ala silang respond! I was thinking na nakatulog na sila kaya ganun.

Janes Home.

1st tym! It was my first time na magpunta sa kanila, everytime n ngkakaayaan e ndi aq pde. So i grab the chance n tlga n mksma s knila this time! Me , Chi, Ange, Kim and Je ang mga pumunta kla Jane. Ang tahimik s knila village kase ata un.. saka late n kame nkrating 1pm na. Pgkadating s knila ngluto kame ng pancit canton, nagutom agad kahit n bgo mgpunta dun e kumain kame s McDo! hahaha.. Ndi kame mismo s haus nla tumambay. S haus ng relative nya kame, werein kdikit bhay lng ng haus nla. Wala na kaseng nktira dun nsa ibang bansa na dw kea solo nmen ung place.

Sleepover trip.

After eating ung pancit canton, wow! gutom p sila! ndi p actuali ubos ung pancit tas ngdecde cla mgpa-deliver s Mcdo. T^T bglaan ung sleepover ala aq budget for that dat time, kea npasubo kame s gastos ni chi dat time! Peo aus lng an saya nman ng nging entuhan at mga pinanuod namen s laptop ni Jane. Saka ang kulit nla Kim at Ange kea buhay ang gabi nmen. Actuali ang real plan nla e inuman daw. Kea expcted q inuman nga pgpunta dun, peo d nmn agad kse puo kain gnwa nmen. Uminom na kme 3am n ata un nung dumating c Kitty (ate n Jane). Gara nga lng ng inuman, knya knyang inom.. ska d mxdo msrap ung timpla (sowi Jane). XDD Kea di dn natuloi ung inuman na inuman tlga! tas ung Baileys d q mxdong ntripan lasa, wala kse kameng khit anong chaser khit tubig at pambara. C chi di na nakainom kse natulog xa agad. After nung inuman, n ndi nmn tlga inuman e maya maya nagkaayaan ng matulog kse 4:30 na ng umaga. Actuali may lakad pa kami dat day, Dec 20! Tas uuwi pa kame ni Chi ng Bulacan kea klngan tlga mkaidlip khit sglit. ^^

Wake Up!!

Di aq mxadong nkatulog ng maaus, kse nmamahay aq. Kea lgi aqng nggising. Tas nung one time na nagising aq nkita ko c chi n nagising din, sbi nya ngtext ate q kung asan ako. Chineck ko cp q, aun hinahanap nga aq. Peo di naman galit. After q mgreply..idlip aq sglit. Tas gising, nrinig ko uusap c kim and Je, uuwi na c Je. d n xa nkpgpaalam smen, d aq bumngon kea d nla alam gcng aq. XDD Ilang minutes lng bumangon n ko and the others. Narinig ko kase ung mama ni jane! XD Kktuwa c Jane and ung mama nya! Pra lng clang mgkaibgan ngbbrahan pa. hahaha.. Tas ping-breakfast nla kme den uwi na!

Overall.

An saya! Namiss ko sila kasama! Saka kakatuwa kase gusto ko talaga mging kaclose din nla Ange c Chi! Were in nangyare nmn. v(^^)v

Dec 19 same day ng bday ng Papa q! At first mejo doubtful aq pmunta kse nga kahiya nmn s papa q kung mg-gagala aq s bday nya. Peo dahil gabi nmn ung event i decided n sge GO na! libre lng nmn ung event, kea Y not! Saka mkikita ko ulit mga college friends qo!! Lalo na cla Ange, yanna and jane!

On the 19th..
On my way.
Before going, kumain m na q ng pancit n hnda ng papa qo! XDD And it was already 5pm nung umalis aq ng haus, tas ngmeet kame ni chi s may Mcdo ng p.campa at ngtake out ndn ng burger! From bulacan p q kea late n q nkrating ng UST. Uber tgal n din akong di nkkapunta ng uste! Mejo nanibago aq, ska wla aq mxadong nkitang kakila2. XDD tas d q p mkita cla Ange agad ang late kse ng dating ng text s globe, wlang sgnal! Amf! tas un ngkita dn kme.. Then onti onti nkita ko dn ung iba pang mga kbatchmate q.. ^w^ Nkkpanibago. XDD

The event.
S field everyone gather their, kse dun ginanap. Sigh.. dahil s late na ko nkarating di namen naabutan ni chi ung parade and fireworks. T^T Tas ung section nmen ng AD6 nglatag s field tas dun kme ngstay hbang inaantay ung major band. Chatting, taking pix, kulitan at madame png iba. After a while naisip nmen ni chi mg-ikot ikot mna, OMGness inaaus pla ung lovers lane, hahhaha.. an tgal ko na ngang nwala s uste wla aqng kmalay mlay s mga happenings. XDD And who would’ve thought n s lovers lane q p mkkita ung old klasmeyt q nung elem with his girl. XD paikot ikot an dameng tao, mas marame kompare last yr.

The Major band.
Before them may ilang bands png tumogtog..the likes of join d club & charcoal grei. After ng join the club! DAMN it’s BAMBOO! Bamboo Rocks USTE! It was a blast! Ang dame nyang song n kinanta! Ska astig tlga nya..ung live nla is better than p sa sound ng album rcords nla! He communicate wid the audience more on his music no need to speak 2 d audience na, and evry song is hart felt talaga! Damn! Galing tlga! Idols!

After the show.
Kain kme Mcdo..me, chi, ange, jane, michael, rodney, ella & arriane. Peo before dat, pinag-kiss mna nmen c yana at fred s chicks, XDD kilig! Plano ko pgktapos ng event e uuwi na kme ni chi, peo aun nagpapilit aq kla Ange..hahahha..inaaya nla kse q ng slipover kla Jane.. (ung story about that on my next Blog na)

FaVorites:

Country: Phil? & Japan (khit d p q nkkpunta)
Color: Black
Author: Mr. Bob Ong
Books: All Books written by Bob Ong. (the best!) The alchemist & Little Prince

MUSIC
Genre: Rock (sub genre: alternatve, punk, emo & so on) and Pop. But i also listen to other genres including Jrock, Jpop. Krock & Kpop. ^w^
Bands (local): Parokya ni Edgar, Bamboo and Slapshock.
Bands (foreign): Goodcharlotte, Incubus, Fm Static & Nsync(boyband).
Singer/soloist: Miyavi (japanese singer/artist/guitarist/SKIN member), Mika Nakashima

TV series:
Foreign shows: MTV, Tyra Banks Show, CSI, Charmed(havnet finish it), Gossip Girl, Laguna beach, Buffy d vampire & dark angel(havnet finish both)
Local Shows: survivor phil & myx
Reality shows: Tim Gunns guide to style, make me a super model, america’s next top model, jackass, date my mom, parental control & punked.

Asian Show:
Animes: Nana, Prince of Tennis, Paradise Kiss, Samurai X, Beck, Rozen Maiden,Ouran Highscool Club, Jigoku Shojo, Gundam X & Wing, bleach, Hunter X Hunter, Great Teacher Onizuka, yu yu hakusho, hell teacher nube, sailormoon(when i was young, lol) and a lot more..
Characters: (Nana & Ren- Nana), (Echizen, kikumaru & Kaido- Prince of Tennis), (kurapika, hisoka, killu & kororo- HXH), (Kenshin, Shishio & Soujiro- Samurai X), (itachin bro- OHSC) and more
Jdrama/L.A/movies: Hanakimi, Nana, Battle Royal, Death Note, POT, Gokusen (all), GTO(all including movies), First Kiss, Yukan Club, Tantei Gakuein Q, Nobuta Wo produce and so on..
J-actors/actress: miyavi(lol), Mika Nakashima, Ryuhei Matsuda (so handsome XD), Kanata Hongo, Ikuta Toma, JUn Matsumoto, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Aoi Miyazaki, Kenichi Matsuyama, Masanobu Ando and so on
K-drama/movies: Fullhouse, im sorry i love u, jenny and junno, coffee prince, my sassy girl, 200lbs beauty, bystander, tale of 2 sister
K-actors: Rain(bi),So Ji-sub, Im Su-jeong, Gong Yoo

——-> i’ll add more soon (Ta Ta For Now)

Hi minna~san!

I’ll share with you some pieces of me!

Sample of my camwhoring!

Ako si Laiza, born in the year 1988, a scorpion. I have big family..lots of siblings. XD I was studying art- major in advertising, but i’m not a good artist! Nag-fine arts ako kase gusto ko matuto ng sketching, animation, mga commecial/print ads and ng photogrphy! Peo sa kasamaang palad hirap ako! kailangan din talaga ng talent! XD

As i said in my about me, hilig ko ang mga japanese things! But i cant consider myself as an Otaku! because i really am not. I also like korean things but not the way i like japan!

I love watching..addiction ko na yun! XD Sanay na ako na on dvd’s nanunuod..kase tuloi tuloi lang ung story! Ayoko ng bitin factor..cause it’s eating me alive!!! Kea when i watch series, gusto ko tinatapos ko, usually wala talagang tulugan! Kahit nong genre ng show napapanuod ko as long as maganda ung takbong story, pasok sa akin yun!

Music is my total obsession!

It’s like a drug na di mo maalis sa akin! Who hate music?Wala naman right! Music ang naging sandalan ko wherein ndi ako iniwan nyan! Nging saklolo ko sya sa mgulong mundong kinabibilangan naten! Di ako nkakapunta ng mga gigs, bar & concerts. All i do is sit somewhere and listen to the music that’s playing in my comp/mp4.

So true, so solemn, so peacefull..it touches you like no others can!

So deep..you will feel it! Someone is whispering you what you needed!

Love! It’s the best thing ever!

Nainlove na ko, minahal ako, nasaktan, umiyak, nagkamali, tumawa, sumaya.. Lahat yan e part na ng Love! panu mo malalaman ang saya kung di mo alam ang lungkot. You need both to understand them well! My 2 relationship is a total failure..a real messed up! But i won’t curse guy or love.. kase anong sense! Past is past, learn to move forward! And LOVE again!

Negativity. This is my negative side.

Expression q ang pg-mmura! Bad mouth! Nakasanayan ko na e! May memory gap ako, kea kahit mga characters ng fave anime q or recent n napanuod ko e nakakalimutan ku, ganun kalala memory gap ku. XDD Kaya pag nagkita tayo tas di kita namukaan or i forget ur name..please pardon me! Btugan ako s haus! panu na-spoiled! peo marunong naman ako ng gawain sa haus, may pagkatamad lng talaga! hahaha… Moody aku…mdalas magbago mood ku! XDD toyo aku! Bangag aku, madalas lutang isip ku..di ku alam kung baket! hahaha..cguro kakapuyat!

Till here na lang muna..bahala na kayong alamin ung iba about sa aken!!

Enjoy knowing me! I hope to get to know you more too. ^w^

/Laiza